mad routine - lyrics

RUDE INSTINCT

I beg for forgiveness you’ll never give
(Why are you begging me now on the phone to leave)
Cheap shots for the hell of it, you got me fucked up
(Why are you begging me now on the phone to leave)
Enough’s enough

Rude instinct where have I gone?
[Where do I, where do I run? (x2)]
Rude instinct where have I gone?
Tell me where you come from

A locked door, the silence, my element
(Why are you breaking it down, you’re controlling me)
Got caught in my residence, you fucked it all up
Enough’s enough

Rude instinct where have I gone?
[Where do I, where do I run? (x2)]
Rude instinct where have I gone?
Tell me where you come from

Rude instinct where have I gone?
(And I need to escape and be on my own
and I’m needing it more than you’ll ever know)
Rude instinct where have I gone?
Tell me where you come from
(And I need to escape and be on my own
and I’m needing it more than you’ll ever know)

I’m becoming undone
My sights bound, I
Gotta keep it from falling apart
It’s like I’m never livin enough
an you’re holding me under the gun
Ohh myy

Rude instinct where have I gone?
[Where do I, where do I run? (x2)]
Rude instinct where have I gone?
Tell me where you come from

And tell me I’m beggin, freaking out, I need you to know
(And I need to escape and be on my own
and I’m needing it more than you’ll ever know)
And tell me I’m beggin, freaking out, I need you to know
(And I need to escape and be on my own
and I’m needing it more than you’ll ever know)

DISAPPEAR

Well I don’t know why I bother
I don’t know how to make it work
Had a new life to live for
But made things worse

And it’s so unclear
Why I gotta disappear
Sometimes..
It’s so unclear
Why I gotta disappear
Sometimes..

Get outta my
Outta my head
Sometimes I think I’m living in it
Get outta my
Outta my head
It’s better when I’m here on my own
Get outta my
Outta my head
Sometimes I think I’m living in it
Get outta my, outta my
Get outta my,

Outta your sight, forgotten
Whatever, fine, I’ll say it first
Whatever time you give me
I’ll make it worse
Uhh I gotta
Gotta look at all the bruises that I don’t need
I don’t wanna know and
I don’t wanna fight
Gotta cauterize the wound because it will bleed
What you staring at?
Blink…

And it’s so unclear
Why I gotta disappear
Sometimes..

And it’s so unclear
Why I gotta disappear
Sometimes..
It’s so unclear
Why I gotta disappear
Sometimes..

WON'T STOP RUNNIN'

When I’m with you
I got my back against the wall
When I’m with you
Oh I can’t breathe
Call a code blue
I’m choking up against it all
Need a rescue
From my disease

Got nowhere to hide
Don no how to feel
Alone in my mind
Peel out when I’m taking off

I won’t stop running
And on, and on
Peel out when I’m taking off
I won’t stop running
And on, and on, and on, and on we go

Someone give me a direction, a second
Need to get away
Cause any time I ever get a minute
My head’s spinnin like a weathervane
Oooh but when I’m with you
I got my back against the wall
When I’m with you
I can’t breathe
(With you)

I won’t stop running
And on, and on, and on
Gotta give it all
I won’t stop running
And on, and on, and on
and above it all
I won’t stop running
You lit up the fire and now I won’t stop running
Check it, yeah..
You better keep it coming
You lit up the fire and now I won’t stop running

Got nowhere to hide
Don't no how to feel
Alone in my mind
Peel out when I’m taking off (x2)

FIND A WAY BACK

Hey, turn around
What’s our direction?
Oh I’ve been letting you down
I’m stuck here in a mood
Can’t find exit
And I just wanna be found
Come get me

Oh I can take it
Oh I can make it out
uh uh uh uh
And I know I gotta find a way back
Try to make a move
And I need it, oh yeah
Here we go, here we go now

Head in a crowd
You got my attention
Abandon doubt with a sound
You got me in a mood
To bear rejection
So don’t let go of me now
I’ll make you proud
Should we take a vow
Ride with me till we’re six feet underground
Pick a route
I’m betting

Oh, I can take it
Oh I can make it out
uh uh uh uh
And I know I gotta find a way back
Try to make a move
And I need it, oh yeah
Here we go, here we go now

Hello again
I need a friend to know
I’m pulling at the seams again
And I’m on the edge of control

In this life
Wherever we go
No matter what we get in to
I hope
We’re never alone (x2)

Oh we're finding our own way back
Come on, pull me from the edge (x2)

BAP

INTRO:
Yeah we killem with the progress
the progress
killem with the
killem with the
(Cole kill 'em!)

CITY VERSE:
Oh you been sleepin on the V and C, the mad routine?
Welcome to meet and greet, we have caffeine.
Take a beat and have a seat, yeah, rap with me
While you’re listenin B-A-P cause it’s a B-A-B.
Facts, bad ass beat. Pump it up y’all, loud enough to breach the peace.
Got enough time to film another masterpiece
And run it back now on CRT

CITY BRIDGE:
And oh they call me baby boy
And yet I’m geriatric
Overtime, working on the magic yo
Time to shine, pushing up my glasses
Pullin at the fabric of my mind
And oh they call me baby boy
And yet I’m geriatric
Overtime, working on the magic yo
Time to shine, pushing up my glasses
Pullin at the fabric of my mind

V Chorus:
Lean in, open up ya mind to me
You’re never getting let out but your dyin to be
Ha, you’re beggin so good
This that sound you’re waiting for?
Losing your senses
Ya can’t ignore
Consuming you senseless
And we leave you wanting more

inst break
C: They're gonna be like "who the fuck's Vanessa?"
V: Hahaha shut up!
C: Vanessa bout to kill it on the mic, y'all!
Both: Check check check check 1 2

V VERSE:
I know they call me Baby Girl
It's open
Come on up into the palace
Industry veteran
Better recognize her status
Tasty I got a little dressing for the salad
Little bit of colour for your palette
I know they call me Baby Girl
Cause I can see the magic
When he go all braggadocio and
Lean into the habit, yo I got the dressing for the salad
Little bit of colour for your palette
Baby we were born tired
There goes City runnin the tape
He got me so wired
Blow the speakers outta this place
So high and so fly, let outta my cage
About time, we run wild
We sayin the name, tell em
Lean in, open up ya mind to me
Mad Routine
Neva takin time to sleep
No countin sheep
We dealing with the process
And now we killem with the progress
Yess

CITY & V BRIDGE:
I gotta get rid of the poser in my brain
So mediocre sounds like something he would say
Here I go
So nonchalant
(Watch him go, he gon’ flaunt)

V CHORUS:

Lean in, open up ya mind to me
You’re never getting let out but your dyin to be
Ha, you’re beggin so good
This that sound you’re waiting for?
Losing your senses
Ya can’t ignore
Consuming you senseless
And we leave you wanting more

OUTRO FADE:
V: I'm not saying that. Who the fuck is Cole? Chickidy check yourself???
C: Yeah, chickidy check yourself...
Yeah we killem with the progress
the progress
killem with the
killem with the
(facts, bad ass beat!)
(Cole, kill em!)

DISPARAIT

Regarde moi pas, parles moi pas, just laisses moi faire... mais non... c'est trop difficile ca apparement.

Alors je suis fatigue

jamais assez sage

j'flottes pas, je calle

j'sais que ca m'embete et

peut etre j'ai choisi mal

donne a ma tete

un choc que

j'aurais du faire

avant qu'il pleut

au fond de la mer

j'ai lache assez solitaire...

j'ai lache

RECLUSE

When I think it over
I don’t know what they want me to say
(I don’t know but I walk it off,
I don’t know but I walk it off yeah)
‘Cause the pain is closing
In on me and I need to break
To break, away

Now I’m stuck
(Now I grow impatient)
About to waste away
Might give up
(Holding on here maybe)
Unless someone saves the day

I spun the trap
(I spun the trap)
And now I’m fighting for air in a spider web
I’m a recluse in need of rescue
I spun the trap
(I spun the trap)
And now I’m fighting for air in a spider web
I’m a recluse in need of rescue

Always getting older
I am melting into the days
Losing my composure
The weaving is beginning to fray, to fray away

Now I’m stuck
(Hanging by a thread,
Am I ever gonna leave me home, so alone)
About to waste away
(Uh oh right down to the bone)
Might give up
(Hanging by a thread,
Am I ever gonna leave me home)
Unless someone saves the day

Into a bird’s nest
Twisting and turning
Making each strand of my mind an unsolvable mess
Full of web silk, tripwire, sentient, learning
The best way to tamper with what I got left

NOTHING LEFT TO FIND

I’m not lost
Every path I’ve come across
Takes me somewhere that I know
I was meant to be
If I get suspended in my thoughts
capture lightning in a jar
it’s gotta stay here with me

My reasons are ever evolving
This headspace is complex and crawling
If all of my cards were on the table
I’d have nothing left to find

On my mind and
With me all the time I'll
Tell it to my mic and
Then I'll be fine
You get the best of me
Threw the filter at your feet
Ultra refined

The day so long it kills me
Sometimes I’m barely hanging on
Tired eye tears
I try so hard to hold them off
It’s hard to watch this movie
With static on the video
Image unclear

On my mind and
With me all the time I'll
Tell it to my mic and
Then I'll be fine
You get the best of me
Threw the filter at your feet
Ultra refined

My reasons are ever evolving
This headspace is complex and crawling
If all of my cards were on the table
I’d have nothing left to find

NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN

Lone wolf
I can't do this
Winter too harsh
Aching
Can i prove it
Trying to keep my
Pacing
I might lose it,
I'm trying to do it all

On the surface
I’ve been caught in a loop
But I'm searching for a way to improve
I'll never be the same again
I'll never be the same again
I'll never be the same again
And it might be sum'thin that you said, yeah
I'll never be the same again

No good
Bad acoustics
Nothing on the airwaves
Same old music
Open up my airway
Count you through it
And try to get a pulse

If I’m honest I’ve
Been taking it with a smile
Keep getting caught in that spiral
Been spinnin’ out for a while 

Am I
About to sink?
Will I freak you out, that's all I need

I would crawl over the surface for you
And promise I will find a way to get through
And never be the same again
Never be the same again
I'll never be the same again
And it might be sum'thin that you said
yeah I'll never be the same again

But it's all just my feelings
And I don't really care to hear 'em

MIDNIGHT

My mind’s spread beyond the limit
Makes me wanna write to keep the calm in it, yo
Eye’s wide, drawn to our vision
Face the fine line and fuck the fine living
I got time, if you wanna take it but
I won’t lie, I’m right around the breakin’ point
Can’t stop, about to boil over
With every passing second ticking closer to..
Midnight

Midnight
I take control
Open up at
Midnight
And never close

Mad routine got the film clickin' ova
Fifty nine past eleven then float into
Midnight
That's right
Bust out the 8, hi!
Look up at the cam
Time to get shy
I might
Be doin anotha late night
Neva rest, no sleep
Competition and only got myself to beat
Repetition, am I becoming obsolete
In the end, well it's just us and our recorder
With every passing second tickin' over to
Midnight

C: We've been burning the candle at both ends
V: Don't think that no one'll notice
C: Workin' from open til close and
V & C: No we don't hit pause
Put another tape up in the VCR like
V: Mad routine got the film clickin' ova
Fifty nine past eleven then float into
C: Oh my god take a break from the chorus
If you want a 12 here then we gotta
V & C: Focus
V: Midnight
Is taking hold
Open up at...
1, 2
We unlock
Diffuse
Chaos and cool off
No clue
How we pull this off
Dark blue
And lost in my thoughts with you

Midnight
I take control
Open up at
Midnight
And never close

City
Play that again
Loop the chorus
I almost got the note
Come on
Play that again
Loop the chorus
I almost got the note
Go on
Play that again
Loop the chorus
I almost got the note
I can’t stop, about to boil over
With every passing second ticking closer to..

Midnight